About April 30th...
Went to Milky Way, intending to just have a hair cut, but end up? Highlighted my whole hair. I still can't adapt to my new color, abit too loud from my darker color, but i'll get used to it, cos i wanted it. no one to blame.
Saw Grandma in SGH, poor thingy. So skinny. And she's coughing badly. Admitted to hospital because she has fever and bodyaches. It's her 2nd dosage for her chemo, and she's not supposed to have any fever. Heard Uncle Danny telling us the whole story. Can't believe that when we found out she has cancer, she's already into the fourth stage of cancer. No point blaming anyone for not finding out that she has cancer. Now, we know her time is limited, we should make the best out of the time, thought she has been suffering. She has been very strong on the trial drug, coping with all the coughing. I almost cried when i first saw her but she's so much better after that.
She has been smiling at us grandchildren when we were there with her. And i realised that we should not be upset over her condition infront of her. It just makes her feel much more worse. She's coping with cancer with a smile, and i hope that she will feel much better without all the coughing etc. Although i'm not really close to her, but i can feel the heartpain. She's my grandma. We do have happy moments together.
Perhaps when someon close to you is stricken with illness, you will look for faith and hope from everywhere. God Bless Grandma~!
Saw Grandma in SGH, poor thingy. So skinny. And she's coughing badly. Admitted to hospital because she has fever and bodyaches. It's her 2nd dosage for her chemo, and she's not supposed to have any fever. Heard Uncle Danny telling us the whole story. Can't believe that when we found out she has cancer, she's already into the fourth stage of cancer. No point blaming anyone for not finding out that she has cancer. Now, we know her time is limited, we should make the best out of the time, thought she has been suffering. She has been very strong on the trial drug, coping with all the coughing. I almost cried when i first saw her but she's so much better after that.
She has been smiling at us grandchildren when we were there with her. And i realised that we should not be upset over her condition infront of her. It just makes her feel much more worse. She's coping with cancer with a smile, and i hope that she will feel much better without all the coughing etc. Although i'm not really close to her, but i can feel the heartpain. She's my grandma. We do have happy moments together.
Perhaps when someon close to you is stricken with illness, you will look for faith and hope from everywhere. God Bless Grandma~!
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